Get out more

For a while there, I was getting out A LOT!! It was very liberating and enjoyable. Lately, I have been very reclusive. It’s not agoraphobia… but anxiety that has kept me in. I have been afraid to go out because I have been getting harrassing phone calls from my ex and recently saw his father driving by my house… (btw, he lives an hour away!) This has caused me feelings of great anxiety. Maybe revisiting 43t will help me revive my self confidence shed some of the anxiety.

I didn’t get out today, except to get the mail and let the dogs in and out. I’m good with that though, cuz I’m not feeling so hot right now and I think I need to rest up.

for four hours! I really didn’t want to go out, but there are things I need to get to move forward and accomplish some of my goals. Many times I wanted to go home, but I stuck with it until I completed as much of my list as possible.

I’m glad I got it done.

This last year I had a terrible time leaving my house because of anxiety.

Lately, I have been getting out a lot more! I’m starting to feel like my old self again.

Fri: Picked up my brother and took him shopping

Sat: Made a run for the hardware store

Sun: Went down the street and met some new neighbors. (whew! overcame social anxiety!)

today: to the bank, and then some errands.