Should I start shaving them now?! xD
Just kiddin`.. I just need some more willpower.
I`m kind of ashamed of myself I used to be quite thin but after a childhood event I was disgusted with me, began hating my body and started eating when I was stressed.. which I tend doing now also. I had like moments with no food and then moments when I stuffed myself with it.. It`s like overeating or smoking or other stupid activities would get some sequences out of my head.. which actually it doesn`t. =S
I want to be 45kg again!!! Ok.. I`m getting pityfull again.. better go work my butt off and stop eating for a while.. I mean.. dudette you have 68 days if you continue this shit then you`ll have to take off more then 10kg off..
And if you get to think about it it`s not such a big deal if I lose aprox. 200g/day then I will make it… PERSEVERENCE AND WILL! ^^ Ok now I feel a little more confident about this. =)
_DelilaH_ has written 1 entry about this goal
Oh Jeez.. how pathetic..
22 months ago
