Have a baby

right now having a baby is so not an option for me because there is so much in my life i have left to do…as well as many other reasons i just should not have a baby right now.

but i really hope to have a baby someday. i came to the decision a little while back that even if i never end up getting married, or finding “the one”, i will have a baby. i think if that ends up being my situation i will only end up having one, but i feel like the one thing i need more then anything in my life, that absolute unconditional love.