im way too emotional. my heart makes pretty much all of my decisions no matter how stupid i know they are logically. im a hopeless romantic. i get angry really easily. my sister even once told me my mood swings are worse then a pregnant woman’s.
my emotions seem to rule my life, and all its doing is hurting me. because i made this realization a while ago and ive been working at fixing it, iv ended up doing things that turned out to be just horrible decisions. ive tried emotionally cutting myself off to everyone and everything around me, but i care too much and i dont want to be stone hearted. ive tried letting anger be my main emotion. it seems to work pretty well actually. keeping my other emotions in check for the most part by staying angry and fighting off the world seemed to work. but anger just ends as sadness at the end of the day.
my emotions have taken entire control over my life and i really just want to find a balance.
