Be A Free Spirit

I’m kind of disappointed with my family. It is as if I’m always the one who has to solve their problems.

It’s Sunday and I enjoy reading a magazine. Once in a while I just have to relax and not think of any obligations or responsibilities.

My colleague praised himself for being as good looking as George Clooney, although he isn’t. I blurted out mean remarks that made everyone laugh and surprised about me as I’m normally quiet at work. But since I’m stressed, I can’t help myself but start cursing and acting agressive lately.

I overslept and didn’t come to office today. It’s fine being absent today. It’s Saturday and coming to work wasn’t obligatory.
But for the first time I didn’t hear my alarm clock ringing. I just ignored the music and slept straight 10 hours or more because of the fatigue I simply ignored during the previous week.

I’ve been trying to hold myself back and try not to send a stupid text message to my ex saying that I still care and miss him a lot. I’m afraid that this would otherwise be a stupid mistake, not clearly thought about the possible outcome. Partly I’m also afraid of his reaction. Maybe he gets angry with me.