stop lying

Im going to be a taxi driver, it’ll be my job to lie.

Im a habitual liar. I lie to my friends, my family, strangers, the government, everyone. I dont do it for my own personal benefit, I guess Im just scared of what people think of me. So I lie. I want to stop but I CANT stop, because as soon as I tell the truth my little protected shell of a world comes crashing down and I expose myself for who I truely am to everyone.

Which will lead to my inevitable death Im sure.

So, I have to live up to the lies. I have to live up and EXCEED the lies. Then there will be no reason, no reason whatsoever for my deceits.

I may be kidding myself, but its the only way