Wondering if this is how I was meant to become a parent?
15 months ago
So, after three stillbirths and one early miscarriage, I am wondering if I am not meant to have a child born of my own body. I have come to the place in my heart where it is more important to be a mother than to have a baby. By that, I mean to parent a child, rather than to conceive one. It (parenting) is what I feel in my heart I was meant to do, just maybe not in the way most people come about the situation.
Update My husband and I found out that we were again pregnant in February 2009. Unfortunately, we had another loss, a miscarriage at 8 1/2 weeks.
Because of this, we have decided to move on. We are going to be foster parents & adopt a newborn!
Our first foster/adopt class is May 11 ~ only a week away
