be a better buddhist

still sucks

so i previously wrote about that annoying coworker. Ihavent seen him in a few days. I might see him on monday and i plan on trying to be at least nice to him (cause i am usually rude which i do feel bad about). I will try to open my heart and keep in mind that HE is suffering. I have a little prayer that is to help in the annoying coworker department and i will say it to myself. I really do want to be a better Buddhist but i am not going to get that way if i don’t try. I cannot wait for school to get out and then I can really focus myself on the Buddhism.

To everyone that has cheered this entry thank you. I honestly did not think that these cheer things would help or have meaning when i joined 43 things just recently, but getting cheers really is encouraging me and I def. want to to be the best Buddhist that I can be. Thanks to all.

to start becoming a better Buddhist:
follow 3 jewels
Buddha
Dharma (start reading more text)
Sanga (go to the Kurukulla center more)

start a meditation routine- (even if its only for 5 minutes) do it daily
follow the “rules”
thats a good start

i “am” a Tibetan Buddhist. Put it is so hard to be compassionate to people that annoy the crap out of me. I work in a public library and one of my coworkers is a horrible person. I try to open my heart to him and try to be understanding, but he says the most inappropriate and rude things. I cant stand him. There are so many days where i am so mad at people and then i get mad at myself because as a Buddhist i should not be so mean. I have been trying for months to get over this and i cant. I should probably meditate more.