be a better lover

I have a new boyfriend. We’ve been going out for a month now and he is absolutely perfect. I feel like I don’t deserve him at all. I really want to try to “earn” him. I want to be better to him in all facets. I don’t want to limit myself to being a better lover in bed but to be a better girlfriend overall.

I used to think in terms of how much I put into a relationship with another guy. But with my new boyfriend he just does so much for me that I feel I’m not pulling my own weight in the relationship.

I guess my goal for the upcoming week is just try to reciprocate every good act he does for me and to try to keep him in my thoughts whenever I can. So’s I can think of fun and nice things to do for him.