It’s difficult try to be decided and have targets in life while we tend to worry about the “if’s ” that do not exactly depend on yourself, actually, we can do the best to stay in the way to get what we want, but… We still can’t be sure about the things. It’s not easy to think that everything is okay and under control. How can we know? We have to trust. It also not easy to be trustful and to be conscious that you can disappoint and be frustrated. Fear is a bad feeling. And sometimes planning is just a thing that we do to comfort/and conform ourselves – and that’s not the right thing to do, because as we can’t be sure, how we want to plan? Basing that something will happen as we want? Not always the world is like that, and we have to learn. I’m trying. It’s hard to not worry about tomorrow or future. Although my interior self tells me that I need to do a lot of things and organize it, I’m trying to be happy as I can every single minute of my life, doing what I want and what I love, and so, find happiness in the world, in the people that I love, and in myself.
Also we have to do the things that we need to do – things that are not so nice, sometimes – and stand people, situations and places that we don’t like, but… I think that I’m doing that to reach a bigger wish. I think that I’m doing what I can to be on my route to a nice future. And my present gives me the security that tomorrow can be a good day.
Wishes, dreams, love, happiness are the things that make me feel better and alive, to live another day, and so on. At least I think so.
But that mystery of life is that things might not be easy and simple as should be. Because we make those things become complicated and complex, and also we always want more and more – what sometimes makes people confuse about find satisfaction. People can be lost and don’t realize that the most important thing is the self-improvement. – but actually, life would be boring if things weren’t like that.
The really hard point is find a way to not be connect with the negative thoughts, that make people worry and away from happiness. Live better as you can, with focus and seeing the bright side.
