Well, as I prepare myself and take an honest look at myself – this may be harder than it seems. For most people, they can just not do anything illegal and for too many stupid yet complicated reasons it seems it’s a little harder for me. However, I do believe in myself. I think I’ve taken an honest look at my past and found some interesting patterns and cycles I can now take action to prevent from reoccuring. I love myself and my family more than enough not subconciously sabotoge this (one thing I’ve learned is I sometimes do that).
