What this means Really — 2 years ago
I have a hard time with this because I’m not exactly sure what it entails.. whether it means reinventing how I see the person I am with now, or whether I just miss that early in the relationship spark, or whether I believe there is this person somewhere that feels like me. I can’t trust my emotions because I fall in love with brilliant but entirely crazy men, so that isn’t really love either.. all I know is that I want someone that feels like they are part of me in an expansive way. Not dependence, but exhiliration. Where being with that person expands the possibilities, especially of my mind. Where it feels like there is no end.
