tell him how I feel

I hate him for making me love him.
It’s not fair.

i think my eeling have dissipated…..4 now at least….
God only know what’s around the riverbend…isn’t it about time something good and exciting happened to me?!

This guy….ahhh…he drives me crazy.

We’re very good friends. I never really imagined myself having any kind of feelings for him at all. In fact, people thought i did last year and I denied it strongly.

but love comes softly i guess. He does all the right things. He’s such a sweet guy, and he always offers to walk me home and he just genuinely cares about me. I feel like…part of me is trying to push him away now. I don’t know why. I’ve been acting so strangely towards him the last couple weeks. I don’t understand it. I feel like if i don’t tell him soon i’ll ruin everything.

I’m pretty sure he feels the same way…but i guess you really never know.

I don’t know how to do this. I’m such a coward…and i don’t want to ruin my friendship with him and his friends.
boo hoo.