feel happy when I'm happy

Not sure I actually finished this, but I think it became less relevant as a thing I actually need to do.
It’s okay now.

does that even make sense?
I am happy sometimes, I’m hardly ever depressed (which is very neat) but when I’m happy it doesn’t really register.

I have no idea why.

It happens with other feelings too but not as much.

well, there goes my vow not to write things that are too personal online.. if I know you and you’ll use things here against me, prepare to suffer.