Just got back to work after being in Bali for 2 weeks.
i had the best time, i was so relaxed and happy.
got back to work and got told im getting a weekly pay cut, not happy its like nothing in my life can go right and be great without something shit happening to screw it all up.
shit like this always happens.
Im moving home at the start of Oct.
ive lived out of home for the past 2 years, i sorta had no choice, my parents each moved on and got married to new people and suddenly my brothers and i had to find new places to live, its been hard, really hard at times.
So im going to live with my mum again, im not sure how its going to work out. im excited to do it though, no rent, no bills no cooking ! ive become pretty independant – ive had to. and now its just going to be a big change again.
stupid roof. why did you have to be so dodgy!
ahh well.I just found out from my housemate that the roof of our house is falling down.
Looks like im moving house again. 5th time in 2 years !
seriously just want to live somewhere for longer then 6 months, but something always seems to go wrong! my landlord wants the house back, my housemates are crazy, or the roof is falling down ! it seems to be a never ending thing, i dont know why i bother to unpack my boxes anymore.
i just want a home.
why do nuts taste so much better when they are dipped in yogurt or chocolate :(
i wish i could be healthy and eat nuts and seed with out chocolate covering them.
it start raining every day at 3.30 just when i have to walk to the bank and the post office? The rain ruins my day. its supposed to be Spring the rain should have stopped 2 days ago.. im looking out my window from my desk and there is a woman crossing the road with a massive jacket with a fur hood, she looks like she is freezing cold, this isnt right its supposed to be HOT.
Sometimes i worry that my boyfriend doesnt take this realtionship as seriously as i do. Im in it for the long haul and he is the only one i want but i dont know if his feelings are as strong as mine.
It confuses me. i worry alot.
