Got home late last night and went through all the wonderful birthday greetings from 43T friends
Thank you all for the lovely notes as they truly made my day
..Put on some classical music and sat down for some Introspective thinking… reflecting on me being ‘MYSELF’.
...Remembering my mindset from a few years ago at the time of my 25th birthday. Nearing that milestone seems to be special for most but my thoughts on approaching that age were something like > “MEH!..bla bla bla..WTH!..yadda yadda yadda..Ooof! Birthdays Shmirthdays..Argh!..oh time, oh life..Eeeek!.. me me me..Grrrrr!”
..The rebellion revolution…GET THE PICTURE?!? :D
Despite the twisted array of emotions playing havoc with my mindset back then, THAT moment came and passed.. Time did not stop for me…the world did not bow my way…the universe did not seize its motion on my account
Life simply goes on….
As the years pass, one realizes that in the grand scheme of things it really isn’t “all about you”
A few years have gone by since then and the big 30 is only a couple of years away now…
Looking at my life today, things are quite different from the way I had envisioned them but thats OK.I let way too much time and precious opportunities slip by. Its not the best of feelings, knowing that you were the one who ‘shortchanged’ your own existence But I have come to terms with my past and regrets only serve as building blocks for the journey ahead…
Looking at the “big picture”
I simply want to:
Follow through on my mini goals and Rejuvenate my dreams
Continue to gain knowledge and accumulate wisdom
Be proud of myself for doing something productive with my life
Continue to brave the storm and be happy and contempt
Ultimately, serve out my ambitions of adding to the cause of humanity
