be a bridesmaid

My good friend just got engaged the other day and it made me realize how I used to wish I could be a bridesmaid. But I don’t have that many close friends and the one doesn’t even want to get married. Luckily the next day at work she said to me, “I don’t know how to do this properly, but I want you to be a bridesmaid.” I. flipped. I was so scared that we both graduated, she’s changing jobs, and now is engaged, I didn’t know when I was gonna see her again. But now I’m just scared of losing my position in the wedding! :-)