i want to thanks

This person trusted me when everybody else were accusing me, for my misdeed.. Everybody had made me feel as though I had done the worst thing n I don’t have right to live.. N I was totally helpless n perplexed as to what to do at that time.. I was unable to speak up anything.. & only mai trusted me.. She pulled me out of every bad situation.. Cleared every problem out.. Argue with everybody for me.. Keep me away from people who were accusing me..

What can I say, just not only for that one situation in life.. But even before that,, half of my education & other expenses had done by her..
I was living at her place for one year..
Even at the time of my 1st job she helped me a lot…
& now I have become solution finder for her.. One solid base that she can rely on for anything.. For everything she had taken me for granted.. From purchasing flat to talk to doctor abt operation.. In every case, she had trusted me.. N I think I can come so far just because of her trust in me..

I know for last one year or so.. It happened that I was failing to attempt my goals.. N I m so much distracted by too many other things too.. That I had forgotten that I owe her a lot.. N only way to pay it off is achieving highest goals..

For all the times this person appreciated me… But even tries to change me a lot. In that case she always fails.. But she won’t stop poking me for what should I ware. etc n all..
I m grateful that she insisted me to come to her place goa.. I was so resistant at that time.. I just dint wanted to b with all the people.. But she herself booked d tickets for me.. & just forced me to visit her place..

Stay at goa was really terrible at 1st,, Actually for the half of my stay.. I got to follow all the rituals.. I got to follow some orthodoxy which had no logic at all..
But there I found true connection bet God n me.. I got closer to nature again.. Stopped caring abt who’s around me.. COMPLETELY stopped caring abt how our tradition is, to worship god.. How they fear god n trust only in rituals but not in god..

I experienced her genuine concern for me.. Care for me.. Not the usual show off I always receive.. Her constantly talking to me.. She was so much confused as to what was wrong with me that I was bored n down at place like goa.. She just forced me to speak with her.. N really really cared n even tried to keep me away from others (who can make me upset ).. Arrange the day for me to visit tiracol fort..

She calls me sakhi.. As I m an IDEAS Finder for her.. I think here’s where we share same rapport, as we give a thought to every single n stupid idea while finding any solution to problem..

I love her humorous attitude that she can make anyone smile even in very tense situation.. N she’s very straight forward.. Whatever her opinion, she will tell it as it is..

I learnt a lot from her.. When I was child I always saw her fighting for the right things when she was young.. But now I learnt that how to not care abt others n stay cool & do right things..

he is my friend…. but he never asks me anything… i never share a lot with him… but he always used to call me.. never complain that u dont share anything with me… never force me on same issue… but always helped me a lot…

We always talked abt his problems.. n other things…

i never feel insecure with him..
he gave me the best support that no one can give by advising…
he never advise me again n again.. on what i must do in my life… where i m going wrong.. But gave me surety that he will be always there whenever i need… n that to without saying a single word…

never left me alone… n never let me feel i m alone…
i just feel good while talking to him… n find lots of solutions for myself.. while listening to his problems…

in my tough times… this is the person who tried to be with me…

i m remember that i was very violent about certain things… but he always understood me… n he never expect anything else but friendship..

• he never tried to change me, accepted me as i m…*

today i saw the movie ‘i robot’.. & i found the thing which i had completely forgotten..

i wanted to see this movie for long.. even today i wasnt going to whach it caused it was dubbed in hindi… but i m glad that i watched it..

i dont remember where i had read that sentence.. ’ you are here for some good reason.. u are born to contribute somthing to this world…’

& today i remembered that thing again..
i was believing in this thing… i never gave up whatever happened in life… but last 4 years i had forgotten this thing ..