do first things first

last 2 days were gone with all d talk with frn n relatives…
spend all d time with relatives.. n thts makes me mental loafer…

today i m completing…

one page for site mc..
next structure..

meditation…

• programming coding..
• english book-reding 1hr..
• cr. 40 links (W)
• 2 notes of work.. 1 for dir.. one on site.. 2hrs.

• one pic edit for diw
• clean d cupboard.. decutter…

• meditation
• exe
• think God 1st than others..
• write

• make all d charts…

• new note on new projects…

• not to be a mental loafer…

• meet K kaka..

• call to PD…

• decide what to do abt kandil… buy or make a new one..

• fill up the plan book…

to do list.. I know it will take 2-3 days.. need some patience..

• whole site design overview
  - call to pacenet
  - make pc redy for di.. ( I think. need to reinstall xp.. definitely not 2de.. I will make it redy for her temprary use..)
  - go for shopping ( I have to as I promised.. no esc)
  - call to savee
  -clean all the mess on the table

1. at least one subject completely…
   -#
   exercise
   hair oil.. :( i will avoid this.. but OK..
   brush..
   clean table…
   transfer some files from mob..

now feeling nervous…
last 2 days not worked as planned….
my mistake.. don’t understand whats going on my mind…
feels that nothing’s going to work..
if u want something u will need to scarifies somthing else…
u have to decide ur priorities..

all other time.. if i wish to do some time-pass… i will go n play with miths.. preet… or other things… but i don’t know now i m watching TV???? that’s really… i don’t know… i don’t want to… again i m avoiding somthing…

its just pressure of lots of things to do… n with that attending lots of people… dimav-mama, mum… mav… all the functions.. party.. pooja…
constantly switching mood…
n now i just don’t want to do anything…

but this is not going to happen….
need to change … need to change something…

problem u think that.. u cant focus here or there… u need to go at some place… but now that’s enough OK…
now u gained that attitude back…
just need constant will power…
i think u should stop wasting ur time thinking abt people who don’t care for u… then let whoever that person be…
(it’s biggest trap for now)

todays prob is..
not completion of work as planned..
oh god.. le it go.. n use the time u have…
half day is still there…

time for other activities..

1. exercise
2. hair oil..
3. bring medicine..
4. sort out all the money matter…
5. meditate..
6. avoid TV

hmmm…
today used full morning… instead of all the distractions…

but after 12’oclock i left the lib… n at home all time wasted…. did some work on terrace though…
but i m not that much happy… not used my full potential… :((

need to work hard n LONG…...

1 thing need .. must add exercise… must do right now… no excuses man…
apply oil to hair>..
brush…

today nil at working as per my plan…
work on site: nil…
not at all study…
he he…
good reason: my leg was aching horribly… so couldnt able to go lib…
hey rs.. i m not giving alibis u know that..
it was impossible to work at home… besides even it was impossible to focus on myself… with all people at home….

but i think i should have tried for at least for five mins… so i would have felt relived..
OK yaar that’s all right…
i will compensate all in rest of the week…. :)

whole week gone in bad health, n too much thinking… 2 days wasted in fever n listening their fighting n shouting… n headache… now feeling so bad, dull n lazy… now this stomach ache n vomiting.. i don’t think tommorrow i can get outside…

so i must focus on what can i do… i m totally focused last 2 days on what i can’t do…
but i m feeling to dull.. n lazy…

i think 1st thing i can accomplished is
naming plates..
then 2 chapts…

n then…
ok do this then we will see…..

:)

Ok.. look today u have to spend time (unfortunately) with person who.s gonna disturb all the time.. so b patetions.. no point in telling them.. so don’t waste ur time in thinking.. abt it..

TO DO;

-complete all assignment..
- staple.. do everything required..

call mum at 10 am..
- call at 2pm & in eve..
- repair siddh comp n take it o his home..
- haircut..
- work page on planned – design.. yho
- remember to concentrate on urself..
- don’t try to explain..
- chant meditate..

ok i tried to tell her quietly.. u know that… what are u expecting ? forget n WORK..

- write down goals.. go at garden or terrace..

DONE