accept the things I cannot change, have courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference

So here is the deal. I went to my old church in Austin called rockpointe. this is an amazing church focused on healing peoples hurts. It is amazing and since moving to Houston I have been unable to locate a church that even comes with in a mile of this amazing church. Well, they started this new series called 40days of love and i have to say it was so convicting that i cryed while the pastor was speaking… not something i do at church. So anyway while reflecting on the people i am supposed to let know I love regaurdless it hit me in terms of my Mother. I am not the one that has to answer for the path she has chosen in life but i am the one that has to answer for not “loving” her as she is. I have to answer to God about how i dealt with the trials her choices have placed me in. It is sad that her choices as well as mine effect so many people. The truth is that it does.

dunno… but i do know i need to do this!