fearlessly live the life I want to live, be who I truly want to be, welcome change, unleash my inner, creative, adventurous, warrior self, and have no apologies for it, whatsoever, to anyone

I’ve worked at the same place for almost seven years and just haven’t been happy there for the past year or so. I have some money put away, so I quit and am going to take a few months off from working so I can focus on studying Japanese and spend time with my brand new niece that is arriving next month and see my brother for the first time in fifteen years!

im thinking of moving to vegas for a few months to help out at the new hard rock on the strip…if they’ll let me transfer. i’ve never up and moved to a new place on my own before and think it would be an interesting experience.

i’ve decided the first step to achieving this goal is to purge everything out of my life i no longer need, including people. i am going to spend the month of march going through everything i own and i am determined to get rid of at least one third of it(except books of course). i must get rid of the old to make room for the new.

i am so used to working two jobs and/or going to school over the years that i never really took weekends off to go do stuff with my friends. recently i’ve been taking off work to go to shows and i’m taking the weekend off to celebrate my birthday all week! i rhink part of living the life i truely want is to remember that work may pay the bills but it’s not the most important thing in my life.

before i can live the life i want to live i have to figure out what life i want. i know the one i have right now just isn’t working for me and i can feel a major depressive episode coming on as i’ve been evaluating my life lately. i’m trying hard to fight it and to instead focus on changes i need to make in order to be happy.

this is the best goal i’ve seen on this website so far! it’s not only a goal it’s a way of life.