accept what I cant change

“I must close my eyes in order to see”
Cezanne

My favourite definition of insanity….
doing the same thing OVER and OVER again and expecting different results.

It’s a strange thing. Wanting to change the things I have little or no control over, and choosing to ignore the things I could make a real difference to.
I’m wasting my time, my energy…my heart on something that is probably just going to hurt me (no… is hurting me!) than just accepting what I already know and say goodbye!
shit man!
It’s so fustrating when you know what you should do and what’s best for you…BUT YOU JUST DONT DO IT!! why? who the hell knows!