it's about time
3 years ago
part of me can and part of me can’t. Even though what is in the past, is undenyablty in the past and can’t be changed – it still affects my life today. I know at the end of the day he is just a person and we all make mistakes and can even be cruel at times. But to think my own father is capeable of such malice and deceit makes it hard for me to think about him or look into his eyes without an rage brewing inside me. The more I discover, the more i wish i hadn’t. There is no escaping it an although i am trying so hard to forgive him and to make ammends it is going to take some time and patience and strength of character and i don’t think i have enough of those.
