conquer my digital camera

and i am a grown up now allegedly and really should be able to master technology. Although i don’t want to admit it i hate new technology – i remember when i got a new computer and the trauma that caused – let alone when i bought my ipod nano and it just would not work for me. It makes me so angry that i just want to smash it all up – but it makes me feel humble that i have to ask for help – and i HATE asking for help with anything. I really need to suss things out for myself but i do not have the paitence and just want someone to figure it out for me and then give it back and explain simply what to do. So, my camera, i can take pics and look at them and delete them and have just discovered i can make short films but there is so much stuff i don’t understand or even know what it is. Really, i need to set aside some time and just do it, with someone who will confiscate it if needs be x