be at peace with my beliefs

I don’t know if I’m being a tad unrealistic by adding this to my goal list, but it’s really important to me. I went through five or six really tough years when I was completely away from God, and now that I’ve got myself in line again, I find that the church is struggling with new issues, as am I, and I don’t know how to reconcile the two. My main goal is to figure out what I believe and be okay with it, even if the church ends up taking a different position.