get over someone

once i realized what i want, the rest is easy.

I’m trying to get over someone right now. But the most difficult thing for me it’s not that i’m deeply in love with him or that i think he is the one for me. Basically, we were friend with benefits before.. and of course i got attached and started to have feelings for him. But i didn’t tell him that. SO now i have to continue being friends with him even i feel otherwise. If i tell him how i feel, i might lose him as a friend too. So what i’ve been doing to trying to cut out the benefits part and just be a friend.

But it is very hard.. i miss being intimate with someone i really like. And none of my friends knows about this. I guess this is the hardest part. The secrecy. And i know you can’t make someone fall in love with you… can you?

So, to look at the big picture, will i find someone that’s better suited for me than him? The answer is Yes.