Is this impossible? I have been thinking about this goal more than I probably should, being a graduate student and all.
I never stop thinking about the consequences of my actions. Even if I have made a decision or made a choice, I obsess about how other people are going to take that decision. I factor in how it will effect my family, my friends, the country, the world. Every choice becomes bigger than it is.
It’s not even about pleasing another person… it’s about truly caring about what other people think of me. But, the only person who is in control of me is me. So, why should other’s opinions matter?
sigh
