become me again ( after a long time )

today which unfortunately resulted in a loss of a “friend”. However, this friend is one that has stifled my traits for a while. I have always been the type to say exactly what I am thinking and right when I think it. But with this girl it seemed like I was always walking on eggshells. I was supposed to be married last December, and my fiancee and I broke up about a month before the wedding. She was supposed to be my maid of honor, yet when we broke up she continued to stay friends with my ex. What kind of loyalty is that? I hope I don’t sound like a drama queen…I’m actually the opposite. When we ended things I thought it necessary to really not be near each other, yet someone I considered to be my best friend invited him to every party and every other event. And a bunch more of useless blah blah blah, but when it comes down to it I stuck up for myself, and that is what this goal is about. I want to be me again. The me who always said what was on her mind, and didn’t give a damn what other people thought of her. I feel a million times stronger today than I have in recent months. There is more to go, and I think I will get there!