figure out what to do for my birthday

it proved that all that is planned always results bad and that i really dont have a lot of friends or even true ones. in my birthday i work all day and in the night i went with my bf (ex) and his friends (not really mine) to party in a famous hotel. a f%&&$ guy that i know told me about this party and he told me about a list where he put my name to pay less but he lied to me! or something…at the end i pass a good time i got drunk, dance and party a lot…the saturday was other history same page…the thing is i realize i only have a little true friends of always, a lot of known people and a really good guy who love me and of course his boyfriends…

it proved that all that is planned always results bad and that i really dont have a lot of friends or even true ones. in my birthday i work all day and in the night i went with my bf (ex) and his friends (not really mine) to party in a famous hotel. a f%&&$ guy that i know told me about this party and he told me about a list where he put my name to pay less but he lied to me! or something…at the end i pass a good time i got drunk, dance and party a lot…the saturday was other history same page…the thing is i realize i only have a little true friends of always, a lot of known people and a really good guy who love me and of course his boyfriends…

for now im planning to stay in a hotel that weekend and to party with my friends in a popular club i like here, then the next day go to the beach.
let see what happens, i still dont have the reservations and i dont have too much friends to party but i only need my friend and some alcohol haha

And thats about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when youre 23
And you still act like youre in freshman year
What the hell is wrong with me?
My friends say I should act my age
Whats my age again?
Whats my age again?