be more outgoing and confident

i had this entry in the goal of talk more & be more spontaneus buy i realize it was the same as this goal so i deleted the other.

for me talk more is an old goal in my life. mi childhood make me like that, shy and quiet, being an only child. i had improved a lot through the years. well, when i began college, almost 5 years ago i passed through a lot of situations, situations i dont want to remember, because of it. thats what make me change some. but sometimes people still think im shy because i dont talk a lot, because of that i want to just talk and talk even more like when im drunk hehe. i dont know what its i just dont have the need, and sometimes i just think a lot to say something…

what im studying need me to be like that, i need it to be more social, to have more friends, to just believe in my self or something…