Piscarius Poetry

Hearing my feet crushing into the deep water mud
Pushing the ball on the side of my cleat
trying to get passed the Golly guard
and make my goal of the night
every one chanting and screaming
“goo” “goo” “goo”
“make your goal for your team”
as sweat is dripping down my head
nervous as my leg goes back
to kick the soccer ball in the net
i close my eyes and pray
that I made that last score of the day
every one chants on
team players are clapping
so I open my eyes
and now I know
I did is just for the team

I hate you
get out of my life
i cant stand your bullshit and your white lies
you go around saying you love me
but once your gone you cant stop talking shit about me whats up with that
your a two faced player
no wonder why my father left you
when you were pregnant with me
go and look around
none of your kids loved you
cant you see the pattern
they have all left you
you try to act all cool when your in control
when the guy you say loves you is around
and every time he yells at you
you always put it on me
i cant stand it any more
i never did any thing to you
so i don’t know why you have a problem with me
is it because I’m not one of you
deep down in side its dark and blue
but i know you don’t even care
for the way you show it to me

I wish I could go back into time and change every thing if I could,
I wish I could let you know I loved you more then I showed,
some times I regret what I did to you,
it hurts me so bad just to think about it,
I wish I could if said goodbye then the way I did,
I turned away scared all because I had to
and just to let you know I sill love you,
I would even be with you if it wasn’t for the age of us and some one holding me back,
you cheered me up
and made me feel so good about myself
every time you said you loved me,
there was always a smile every time I seen you
even when we were apart
and every where I go and places that I see
seem to reminde me of you and me
and it makes me cry
because i love you,
and I want you to be with me,
I wish I could let you know that to,
but i never seem to find you
any where theres so many words and story’s
i have to tell you that would not even fit on this paper here,
I hope you always remember in your hart
that i love you,
I hope you don’t think i ran away from you
thats not what i tried to do
my parents ab anded me from you
now i wish i never told them about you
i hope you still love me to

Bebe,
tengo que decirles algunas cosas,
no se como decirlo.
Estoy enamorada de ti y esto es lo que siento.
Cuando veo en you’r ojos,
es como los diamantes desde el cielo.
¿Es este el verdadero amor?
Cuando yo la doy por you’r lado y oigo decir que no lloran.
Me pregunto este es el verdadero amor?
Cada vez que doy el beso de sus labios,
butterflys volar alrededor,
cada vez.
Es este el verdadero amor?
O solo algunas cosas que sentimos.

All I do is hope and pray,
that some day she understands me.
I don’t even know why she treats me the way that she does,
is it because she doesn’t love me?
It hurts me so bad.
deep down in side I’m crying.
but not trying to show it out on the out side.
I don’t even thinks she knows what she is doing to me.
I’m running away and I don’t even think she can see, whats going on to our relationship.
I’m sad it has to be like this.
but I don’t know because it treats me like is I was not one of hers.
as if I was passing through the breeze,
as if she Docent love me,
and passing me on,
as time goes by,
and her saying goodbye for a life time.