you’d think this one would be simple.
i’m freaked out to show my body for one. Rationally, I know I am not freakish in any way. I just HATE myself at some weird level.
I have horrible self-esteem and never let my guard down.
Like I said, you’d think this would be easy. The county I live in borders lake michigan.
Maybe this goal should be more of a “have fun during the summer like when you were a kid and had a lot of friends to do things with”.
Only, how do I do this? I’m too old to make school friends (33)- everyone my age is having kids. I am so lonely. sigh.
