decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life

I am ready to listen to my heart’s desire. I just need for my heart to SPEAK UP!!

I am so close yet so far away! I know so many people who are so indirect, mystical, and otherwise blase about this quest in life. I would like to state that I have not yet found a vocation, however I am on the brink. I am SO close. I will not yield or retreat. This journey will be uncomfortable. Dammit I will triumph. Failure is not an option.

Right now I am reading Your Dream Career for Dummies. It has tons of worksheets and hopefully this will be my “path to enlightenment.”

I consider life a work in progress, however I think my process has come to a grinding halt. I have turned 25 and I have no clue what I want! I lost my job and my apartment and the prospect of finding just another job to pay the bills makes me physically ill. I want to find my purpose.