Abstain from Sex for An Entire Year

It’s officially been 3 three months and seventeen days since the last time i had sex. I wish the last time had actually been more memorable, but it was more like a routine, one of the million times we’d clashed together post-break up. The worst thing is to love somebody and have them love you back, but fuck up so constantly that whatever you could have together would just destroy each other. So the sex begins as something you do to keep you from being alone, keeps you from hating each other because its all you have left. I decided to stop completely.. seeing him, and having sex and it was the best decision i’ve made in a long time. My head is more clear and now i can make decisions about the people i want in my life more clear and honestly. I know now that i wont be a rebound or let anybody else be my rebound, and im going to wait until i find somebody I don’t want to destroy, and one that i know won’t destroy me. This goal… is very worth it.