I am the least time-efficient person I know…
I just hate having to work, even if I actually like the topic. So, I start procrastinating and lose concentration on my tasks. My mind starts thinking about random things I saw, I experienced, other people said, and stories I make up on the spot, etc.
At the end of the day I accomplish little, sometimes being really slow and spending 3 hours on a simple exercise which others might spend only 45 minutes on. Often, I just can’t start moving and /doing/ the stuff. It is immensely frustrating. I’ve tried getting motivated, banning myself from the internet, alternating between different types of work…but they don’t seem to help very much.
Anyone know what I should do? If I keep going on like this, I will collapse from sleeping too little and too late (doing my work at the last minute) and I will get really bad eyesight from staring at the computer screen for too long (trying to do the work). I will also get worse grades in school (from rushed work and less revision time). And of course, my emotional well-being will be/is already strongly affected—anger at myself for being inefficient, constant worrying about my untouched work which I need to do but just CAN’T…
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