be my best friend's best friend

woo!! we mates again!!
got called for coffee a few weeks ago and we been cruisy ever since – enjoyin each other’s company recently, she’s crashed at mine a few nights… bit full on back into the swing of things, but i think especially while she temporarily livin with her friend in a one bedroom place, to be able to get a way for a bit is maybe good, since she’s really neither here nor there…
but likin it ;)

my best friend is my ex. who i know is avoiding me as much as possible at the moment to aid her own independant growth. which is fine. just miss her. it’s so hard to stay away, but if i’m the one that steps forward first then she runs scared. we were best friends when we were younger. times change – but i want some part of that back. just wanna be there – wanna be an option again.