stop self-diagnosing

I think my interest in psychology, mostly mental illnesses, might be projected on myself some. It doesn’t feel like hypochondria. It’s more like that I’m aware of “symptoms” and then rack my brain and internet for diagnoses. I really like to feel like I know everything, I have a hard time dealing with when I don’t know things. If there was some reason for all of this, I think I’d feel more like I’m not the one at fault, lessening negative feeling towards myself. I don’t know. I should probably get a new psychologist cause something always seems to get in the way of appointments with the other one, usually it has been her fault.
But if I could just be aware of however I’m feeling without labeling it, I think I’d be better off in the meantime.