sell my house

is coming to look at it tomorrow. im just so totally discouraged by the whole thing.

the garage fixed. can’t get the door open. this spending money on the house thing is getting in the way of eliminating my debt and saving. Why did I buy this place? what a mess. I purchased it at the height of the housing market/prices and now I am soooo upside down. I just keep paying the mortgage hoping things will turn around, but I am really mortgage poor with the cut in pay from the job I took when we got married. I think my husband should take more of interest in helping me figure out how to unload this house, but he doesn’t. He feels I made the crappy decision to buy the place back when we were dating and not planning on marriage and I should have to deal with the consequences. I think we should sit down with an accountant as a couple and look at both our finances and figure out what we can do as a couple, what we can afford to lose, etc…If he isn’t willing to plan for the long haul and help make these decisions together then what is the point of this marriage. Everything is too separate. Can’t take it anymore.

to even get excited about the people who are coming to look at it…

are coming along nicely. the master bath looks so much better. i am so excited. i’ve been power washing the drive and walk way, they look alot better. i started painting the interior of the cabinets and closets. they look so much fresher. i have to get this place ready to put back on the market. there is still alot of work to do, but i feel like if i just focus on one project at a time i’ll get there…

i’m gonna have to look into a short sell…

at 3am Tuesday and the supply line to the toilet had busted, water everywhere, ceingling had collapsed on the first floor and water all the way down to the basement. got the plumber, serv pro and the insurance guy out. its overwhelming. there is so much that needs to be done around that house. i guesss i am going to take my vacation in September and work around the house. so sad.

this past week, my mother had surgery. the house needs sooooo much work. it was so depressing. i’ve had it off the market for about 2 months, and i think i really need to do some work before i put it back on. i’m going to try to get one project done on it a month. i’ll need to go home alot of weekends this summer to get this accomplished. so exhausted from dealing with this house. it was such a mistake to purchase it at the height of the housing market. i’m in over
y head.

a new realtor this week, its actually been nice having the house off the market for the week and not having to deal if only for a short time.

i bought the house at the height of the market and now its overpirced. I lowered the price. i just can’t afford to go much lower, i’m already going to lose alot of money. i don’t know if i should just take it off the market for a while….

to select a new realtor…ugh.