I’m a ridiculously jealous person. I can recall one time when my boyfriend was talking about how beautiful Carla Bruni-Sarokzy is…and I got jealous! How is it even okay for me to feel jealous? Anyone can objectively say that she is gorgeous.
Anyway, I realize it all stems from insecurity. I’m trying to do things that make me feel better about myself. I’ve lost 15 lbs. so far this year and I already feel much more confident in my own attractiveness and less put out when my boyfriend comments on other women. I am also trying to remind myself that he and I click in ways that he would not be able to with other girls…it helps. But to say that it isn’t an uphill battle would be a lie. I’m still working on it, in any case.
