quit drinking

I’ve found that, abstaining from alcohol, I actually have no desire to drink it. It’s like a phase in my life from that I’ve passed through and now on the flip side, all desire to do it is gone. Having no desire for it anymore, I’m considering this goal accomplished.

I’m not an alcoholic; I drink when I’m in social situations like karaoke night at the bar and that happens maybe once or twice at the most a month, and often times even less than that.

My last two times drinking I lost control too much and drank far more than I should have.

I can tell I like how I feel when I’m drunk (uninhibited, more impulsive) and I also become unpredictable, and the fact is that pretty much scares the crap out of me.

I don’t WANT to have a drinking problem so I want to cut the very likely potential that it could happen out of my life before it becomes a serious issue.

Here’s to making 2012 a sober year.