I sort of feel like I’ve accomplished this one. Cigarette smoke now gives me massive headaches, and I hate the way it smells. I don’t like being around it, so I can’t really see myself picking back up that disgusting habit.
I smoked for 17 years and have been smoke-free for 3 years, minus a 3 month stint of smoking right after I kicked out my (now) ex-husband.
The only reason I haven’t removed it as “done” is because, on occasion, I still have dreams about smoking, or I see a picture of myself with a cigarette and I think “that looks perfectly natural,” because I smoked for SO long. I still don’t really think of myself as a non-smoker. Weird.

