Lose 30 pounds

Definately worth it.. though I still have a way to go.. it’s worth it you’ll feel so much better about yourself!

I’m excited! I was just getting read for work.. a pair of pants I bought right after my son was born at a a second hand shop recently became a bit to tight for me. I was horrified.. that meant my waist was larger than it was right after I had my son. However I put them on today they fit perfectly (loose would be better but I can deal with this! Soo that means my workouts are working after all! w00t!!

On the worse side.. I had a break down last night, I ate a half pound of fudge by myself.. Chocolate is my worst weakness.. and depriving myself is kinda difficult.. I’m good for like a week then I have a break down. But I gotta stop! I WILL get better at this because I hate being overweight.

Current Weight: 161
Goal Weight: 130

Getting closer!!

I guess it all started right around the time I was 16, my mother died that year.. and I just couldn’t help myself.. I ate and ate.. but I was in the JROTC color guard at the time and did a lot of marching.. so that kept it off. My junior year wasn’t extremely bad either.. I gained some weight but I was on the color guard and again.. it kept some of it off.. Right around the time I hit my senior year that’s when I started to gain by the time I graduated.. I went from somewhere around 120 to right about 160 .. about 40 lbs. Then I married shawn and lost a bunch 20 lbs.. but then I got pregnant w/ AJ .. okay no big deal.. but I gained 40 more lbs during my pregnancy.. okay I was fine with that. I lost 20 of it when I had him.. and got back down to 155 .. but then I don’t know what happened.. because here I am 168 now… I can’t stand it.. I feel bad about myself and feel like I’m fat.

So here it stands

Current Weight: 168
Goal Weight: 130

We are talking 38 lbs.. but I think I can do it!