This is so much harder that I thought it would be. I’m a very all or nothing person, and when I came out of the hospital I really thought that I was on the right track. That everything would fall into place. That everyday would be a little better than the day before it. WELL, it was a huge awakening to see that some days really suck. And I still have to deal with those ones. And sometimes I won’t deal with them as well as I should.
It’s hard to give myself any slack.
