I dont know
2 years ago
what my problem is. I was never raped or molested or anything like that. I didn’t mind hugging people when I was little. But I got more distant in middle school, and since I started high school, I can’t stand to be touched. It drives my friends crazy, since they’re all very touchy-feely. They like to play with my hair and give each other massages and they hug constantly.
It was never a huge deal before, but it actually seems to be getting worse. I feel so uncomfortable in crowds when everyone is jostling around and bumping into me. Plus it would just be nice to wrestle around with friends and cuddle with people and give someone a big hug. I want to be comfortable giving someone a big hug.
