start writing again

Well… I picked up my guitar and a few things have come out. Nothing amazing, but its a start. A few riffs that fit together nicely. No lyrics at all though. Can’t get anything there =/

I think I’m giving up on this already – only a few days after adding it. I can’t write. Lyrics… Poetry… Music… Literature… fucking anything. Maybe I’m trying too hard, maybe I’ve lost my creative spark, or maybe I’ve just turned dumb. Either way, sitting there with my guitar today I… I don’t even know how to describe the feeling. I feel like I’ve lost a part of me that was always there but may never be again. I dunno.

All in all, today sucked.

Used to write a lot… music… lyrics… even stories and that. Hell I even used to just write essays sometimes to stimulate myself and force myself to educate a bit and practice my writing ability. I know I’m good with the english language, perhaps even more than good… But I’m letting it go to waste. Needa get back into it.