Lose 45 pounds

Lost 2 more pounds….i’ve kept my calories under 800 per day

I don’t think i should be weighing everyday…but, this morning…i did it anyway. I did lose another pound….that’s good…but, i know this is going to take a while to accomplish….and i just can’t even think that far ahead….i just gotta focus on today ONLY. 4 down…41 to go

Made it through another day….lost another pound! 3 down…42 to go

Lost 2 pounds in the last 24 hours! Good start….but, can i keep up the momentum? I had less than 500 calories yesterday….and my limit is 800 calories….so, i’m happy with that. Yesterday wasn’t a struggle for me….i think i have my mind in the right place this time. I’m not putting a time table on this though, because every time i do…i can’t deal with the pressure….and i just blow it. So, i’m keeping it quiet, and i’m just doing it, and i’m just taking it day by day. ONE DAY at a TIME.

God, give me the strength to make it through this day, and stay true to my goal, and to just be sensible with everything i do.

OK….today….it starts!
i’m going to do this….and i’ve already started….I AM IN CONTROL OF MY LIFE!!! From this point on, it’s all about bettering myself and making MYSELF happy! And, no matter what obstacles i have, and no matter what disappointments i encounter, and no matter how many times i fall….i WILL pick myself up, and keep going. I can do this!

i hope i’m not setting my self up for failure…i’ve gained 3 pounds since putting this in writing…..gotta back track now!