accept myself

im not pretty, but im not ugly
im dont have a hot body but still im not handicap
i dont wear size six but atleast i dont wear size 66
i dont have a flawless face but i do have a normal face
i eat a lot but atleast im not a bulimic.

im starting to accept my self slowly. now
:)

okaay i can accept myself a little bit now. :) maybe because i understand what is life all about. :D i will try day by day to love myself. :D

i cant really accept myself now. maybe because im fat, ugly and stupid. im such a stupid. i have big stomach yet with a small tiny brain. god i just hate myself. its killing me. i dont have a true friend, infact i dont have anyone that i can call friends. most of them is just a so-called friends. they friend with me and stab me. how sweet. i really need a help from someone. i just hate myself very much. luckily i still can think carefully and i dont cut/kill/threw myself of a cliff/hurt myself. i need someone to really2 understand me. but sadly i dont have one. how pathetic is that? im starting to hate everyone and i just dont believe in anyone. to me everyone is a liar. god, seriously im dying inside. im too fragile now. everything is crushing and i think im such a big loser and i should die.