If anyone out there on 43things has RSD, I bet all of them have the same goal. Because RSD doesn’t let you sleep, EVER. Your fight or flight system is constantly going, because you are constantly in pain. I’ve tried sleep meds, some work for a few days or weeks, and then they wear off. Therefore, I’m not going to put down that this is done until I actually have a habbit of sleeping all through the night, a habit being sometihng I would call doing at least two months straight.
It used to be fun, being up at night and doing things that I don’t want anyone else to know about, having all that quiet to myself. But it’s not fun anymore. I actually have people who I want to be around, and they want to be around me, and most of them sleep at night and not during the day so attempting to be around them is really hard. I have a really tight relationship with my mom, and I haven’t done really anything with her in months since she is very much a day time person. Sigh…help.
