Become the person I've always wanted to be

I have been making an attempt to go back to the basics of who I am. I am making plans for next spring in my attempt to make a statement about how crappy riverside is treating its land and people and help bring back smiles to the locals and food for the homeless. I am trying to make scarves to give out as nice gifts during the winter season to the homeless. I am going to make major in social ecology and work for a non-profit to help children and the environment. I am slowly started to draw and read again and am making an effort to be more social. I am trying to see the beauty and be part os the solution instead of a person who just sits behind and complains.

-I would like to be more patient
-I don’t want to be so anxious anytime I feel like I’m going to be late somewhere
-I don’t want to let small things ruin large parts of my day

i guess the fdirst thing i should do is figure out exactly who i want to be, how i want to potray myself to others, how i want to approach things and what i already like/dislike about myself.tricky but i can do it.