learn to forgive

My Dad and I had a moment! I forgave him but he seems to be caught up in the things he did wrong! Now I have said move on… It is a shame what we don’t see one another more often to help the process along. But I have apologised for my outburst and I feel alot better now!
You have to realise that you have a problem also! Forgiveness cannot correct itself without good reflection!

I had alot on my plate today and I saw my dad! I feel that I become demanding and aggressive when he is around! I was busy and he never phones. You know when you get peed off! Well infront of a load of people I said “how about you realise that I am busy and like phone!I don’t see you for christmas got you a present!” Then I continued to say that he has waisted his time because I am busy!
I am trying and maybe he is! But like why do I have to feel guilty for doing my job and him wanting to see me without a phone call! I have explained and now I am not ready to forgive!

Gosh I spent all that time hating a person and never got any where. My relationship with my dad was based on him hating me cos of my mom.They got divorced, I lived with my mom then I lived with my dad from the age of 10. He lied and beat me but I just can’t wait to tell him: “Get over yourself!” I have cried and now I would like to move on, it’s time for me to become a butterfly and soar! I don’t want to become a parent like that!